Pondered over many stuffs today. My mind is soon gonna be suffocated by all my over-flowing thoughts. Studies? Aww, who gives a damn to it now? Anyway i'm taking back my results tmr. Be it good or bad, it's all destined already. Just like how fate lies ahead of us, nth is predictable. One moment u may be smiling, thinking that ur the most fortunate fellow in the whole wide world, and the next min u'll be so gloomy that you feel like isolating urself.

If that is what's gonna happen, well, then it's just too bad for me. What is mind, will eventually be mind. What is not mine, will never stay behind. It rhymes hur? haha. but that's not my pt. Just wanna slap myself awake and gotta keep reminding myself life is not always a bed of roses. well well, i get the meaning now. But no matter what the ending is, somehow a party will still get hurt. I agree with what my fren had said; love is just like a game. You insert some coins (wooing process), play the game(steading process), insert more coins if u wish to continue(patch up if u feel like after a quarrel), otherwise thats the end of the game(break-up). Good analogy? haha.

I think it's time to sort out my thoughts. I know u still like her. So go for it then. If u are happy, i'm happy.

Just a piece of advice to everyone out there: Dun make any silly decisions in a haste, and then regret in the future. It's not worth it. You have all the time in the world, so think wisely. Don't break ur own heart, for u noe its hard to mend it back.

P.S: Happy Bdae Vivien!! Hope u received my bdae msg ya~

*Elaine, do tc! =) Have a speedy recovery ok! I miss ur crap. x)