Happy Bdae Carling! Had fun today? Hahas, hope you enjoyed ur day. =)

Set off to Sentosa early in the morning with 10+ pple. Met at 10.30am, but only reached at 12pm. Long journey.. Upon reaching Sentosa, the first thing we did was to get a dip in the sea! Refreshing! =D Just a few mins later, we began a sand war. Lol. Aimed and tossed "sand balls" at the guys. So did they. Haha, kinda childish of us, but nvm la, its been so long since we could really enjoy. Swam in the sea for hrs, and now i'm tanned. Sun-burnt. Lol, and we kept forcing some of the guys to piggy-back us while swimming to the further side of the sea. It's a bit out of the qn, unless they are pros. x) Hmm, and we got to noe some africans too. Snapped some photos with them, but it all ended up with an unhappy incident. I shall not go into details about it then.. All the fun came to an end at abt evening time 6+, and that's when we went home.

ok, next topic, or rather the previous entry's topic.

REBECCA GOH MEISHI, i wanna make things clear here. Firstly, i do not think that i am making a scene for this is my blog, so i write what i want in it ok? Unhappy with what i say? Fine, then dun read. Anyway, neither do i read yours, and it so happens that my friend told mi abt what u wrote in ur blog, that's why i went to read ur entries. So dun try asking mi to do the same thing by not reading ur blog, for i won't (till this matter is over).

Secondly, it does not bothers me whether which CI is popular or not too, but their way of training does. Saying that they are popular yet unable to teach well? Better than u at least? Unpopular and unable to teach well. For here i can say, if u need a role model to learn from, then Johnathan or Darren would be the right ones. They talk in a manner which allows me to look up to them, motivates me, and give mi the determination to strive harder. Dun say things like, i dun need u to teach me what to do. I'm not teaching you alright, just speaking my mind.

Thirdly, don't be ridiculous as to suggest me changing to another school. I love everything in this school, everything. Except you. Expect me to change school because of unreasonable CIs like you? Over my dead body.

Next, here i am speaking up for myself. I'll tell you the reason why i dun do so during debrief. That's becos if i were to do so, we would definitely end up quarrelling. Worst still, fist fight. And although here we are, quarrelling away in each other's blog, it is still definitely a better situation compared to quarrelling during debriefs. Get me now? And we did voice out, but not to you. As you said, dun approach you if we don't feel like it. We did that long ago. Check with the other CIs or SI, and you'll noe what we have to say. Dun tell me to voice out to you personally, cos i DUN FEEL LIKE IT. Dun forget, you suggested it in ur blog too.

Comparing me to kay hwa? Oh well, whatever. You can say for all you want, i dun give a damn. Because in this case, it involves another party so i'm not gonna say much.

All my expressions these yrs tell you i dislike you? Well, although i told you not to ASSUME in my previous entry, you still got a bingo this time. Right, so what? As i said, i dun deny. I dun think you like me either, so fair and square.

Whatever ur definition of respect may be, i'm sure mine is different from urs. No pt looking straight into the eyes of the CI when they are speaking or pretending to hear when u noe ur not paying attention. I dun do things that deceive myself. So i behave like what i am. But as far as i noe, deep in my heart, i still respect them as my CIs. You? Out of the question.

I never reflect on myself? The pot calling the kettle black. If no, i would have wrote even nastier stuffs here. For eg: my coloured hair. I knew i was at fault for having an improper attire during NP, hence as for the punishment, i think its fair. That's why i didn't complain or whine about it. Get it? But such reflection that i did need not be told to you. If you think i didnt reflect, that's your problem. I'm happy with who am i now. Any more reflections needed, i know it myself. So, shut up.

If i'm not fit to be a NCO or a senior, then you are not fit to be a CI. If my attitude suck, yours is worse off.