Fucked-up day

i hate customers who simply walk past u without even giving a damn to ur existence. let alone whatever u're saying. ok, so next time i shall be a kind soul and pay my utmost attention to the poor promoters.

alright, i clinched NO single deal today. pathetic aint i?.. fuk it. it wasnt as though i kept my mouth shut throughout the whole day. i promoted my product repeatedly, non-stop. like recorder. but those customers either say " ok, i'll consider and come back later" OR "i'll ask my frens/sis/wife along. they are joining me soon". and POOF! they disappear within a flash! this promoter job really allows me to see the diff kind of pple living on this earth. the generous ones, the penny-pinchers, the lazy ones, the inquisitive ones, the talk-crap ones and many more! grr. one stupid lady even stopped in her pace to just tell me, "why do u keep disturbing me?!" like WTF do i wanna disturb her for? NUTS. HELLO? my job is to promote my company's products, of cos i have to approach u and start blabbering away right? zz. n my boss also told me to keep up with their pace all the time while psycho-ing them. so if that fuking lady think i'm so dumb, trying to catch up with her pace all the while, then pls say that to my boss.

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhh
i'm so mad! im such a freaking despo now. cos i wan sales badly :( i wna prove to those who despise me that i'm not the fuking, useless loser that they in mind! forget it if u aint keen in supporting me. no one's forcing u to.