SSM seriously tires me out on every monday.
and we'll be having our actual top table service 2weeks from now.

i'm wondering what role will i get. pls let it be smth less tedious and erm easy? like stewarding? HAHA.


speaking of SSM today, i reached sch like hell early, 6.30am. =.=
screw the damn bus lahhhhhhh. the journey is supposed to take 45mins but somehow the bus driver sped or smth and so the entire trip took like 30mins only.
so i stoned and stoned at TCC (trying to waste some time), with many many thots running thru my mind.
TCC reminds me of those happy times where i bonded with iguides; ig camp and oh preparation.
i really really miss those days.
and some of those days, are days that will never return..


TCC is a nice place with happy memories in store for me, yet i dont feel the same happiness that i once felt before.

i think i know why.