acc paper tmr, proficiency test on tues.
oh man i seriously hope i can do well for this mid-sem. its like i'hv been screwing up almost all 3 papers for the past week. i dno whats wrong with me but i just cant seem to conc. too many things weighing on my mind, too heavy for me to undertake.

smt i just so feel like breaking down and cry all the hell i want. its easy to think logically, but when you mix your thots with emotions, u find urself getting into all that shit crap mess once again.

and i realise what i'hv been missing all this while are times we have shared before all of that began. while the next moment i know, all that misery took away the happiness i once had. i wish none of these have ever taken place, for the least, i wouldnt be thinking of them everyday.