AM IN THE WORST FOUL MOOD EVER.

what's with blogger about saving drafts when one moment my entry is there and the next moment it vanishes just like that because i got disconnected? ISN'T IS SUPPOSED TO FUCKING SAVE MY ENTRY FIRST?!!

anyway i am so....... -okay i shall use goddamn in case i end up flooding my entry with more vulgarities- goddamn pissed with the bloody intermittent internet disconnection that i seriously feel like slamming my laptop right now. imagine having get disconnected every 5 FUCKING MINS or face a connection that is slower than the rate of a snail's movement. bet i got disconnected like more than 500 times ever since i first used this incompetent laptop. NO I AM NOT EXAGGERATING OR KIDDING. IT IS THIS BAD.FUCK.

guess its all the 3.1 stress that is getting to my head too. the last-sem-to-do-well feel. its just so pressurizing... argh how do i put it across. its like, the thought of having to ace every single fuck project, test, exams and worst of all, to up my gpa by an almost unattainable figure is enough to drain all the anticipation that i've for school. kbbbbbbbbbb la.

i really feel like tearing my hair out now, if you get what i mean.