humans can be so insensitive at times. and yes, some are mean creatures. ):

i know i have a face as fat as a balloon now. and with those awful red scaly spots, its really hard to not take a second look. but i swear its damn disturbing to have people constantly looking at you as though you're some terminal patient who have contracted some disease.

and the worse thing is, it totally brings my confidence level down, down, down!

like how some flea owners actually gave ah huay their namecard but not me.... (its true ah huay! i forgot to tell you about this just now ): ) is it because my terrible rough-like-sandpaper complexion scared them off? ):

i feel like sai lor. worse than dung.

i officially label myself the fugly fat face girl. ):