you know what, i think i'm really beginning to understand why friends around me used to grumble about their sip 24/7 when i would instead, think that its nothing much of a big deal.


and now....

i get moody and grumpy almost everyday now that sip is an everyday thing.

i end up feeling so gloomy that i feel like crying. and it reminds me of my pri 1 school days when i would bawl and cry at the top of my lungs cos i am reluctant x10000000000000 times to attend school. somehow i do hate strangers. okay not hate, but i've got this fear in me. this just makes it all the more tougher to adjust to the new people around me. and its quite like how i'm feeling now, again. ):

i want to rant so much, so so much. to anyone who can just lend me their listening ear at the end of the day at work.

sip just makes me feel like i'm all by myself.